nthg much

have grown so very moody lately.... swinging between extremes...in an absolutely rotten mood today...dint clear gs written test yestday..offcourse wasnt expecting to... hadnt studied much for it.. but was still kind of hoping..u kno..

but one good thing came out of it..atleast i know where i stand , n how much and what exactly i need to brush up..

For hitching a gr88 job ,will need to be much more technically sounder..n dat ofcourse wud happen if i bother to open (n also go thru) those java buks, nicely gathering dust in my cupboard.. the prospect doesnt look too appealing as of now:((

but m soo confused all the same.. I know that I need to get a new job with a hike.. the sooner the better...so that even if i dun make it to a gud mba skool nex yr i dun loose out on a better hike again , if i manage to switch jobs now..

but then what is the use of gettin a bttr job ..if all i want to do is an mba in the end..

i wish i cud get some answers or stop askin myself so many questions... :(((