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I am happy these days..and I am proud of myself which is mostly extremely rare..the Mr. critic within almost always wins ..and it might be a bad thing that I just don't know how to give up.. but that's one thing that has always brought about the maximum of happiness and wisdom and growth for me..maybe grief too..but here usually happiness wins in the end..so I am not complaining :-)
And I'm off the loony tangent again...so will leave it to that :-)